I am Julian
Cant Stop Praising God

Sunday, April 29, 2007

A Lil' Bitz of Memoz -by FrozenInTime
Somewhere but not yet there
About this but not yet that
Crap but somewhat logical
Whats going thru my mind
Nothin' at all realli
Somehow im missin' something
but cant figure out what it is
Just like finding.....
Something out of nothingness
Excitement out of boredom
Its like hearing your voice echoing in my mind
and feelin' your presence when u are not around
Is this the way its suppose to be?
The memories are so vivid yet so blurred
the feelings then were so strong
but now are weaken
Feeling distracted although nothin seemed to irritate
Being high although im low
Being on the upside of life although im down under
Feel....
Appreciate....
Strong words but hard to hold on to..
Like poetry in motion
When time draws to a close
Do savorin' the present
and holdin' on to the past
stop it from fading to obliviance?
Is it EMO-ness i feel?
or is it just a strain of thought i get,
everytime i think of you............
FroZenInTime posted on his blog at 3:15 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Jesus sometimes i feel that im lost
sometimes i cant feel ur presence even though u are always there
knock on the door of my heart Lord
open up my heart Lord and let ur love flow into me
i love you lord but sometimes ill close up
i wanna change Lord but i dunno how
guide me Lord as i pray
this feeling of confusion i get sometimes
this feeling of desperate need of U, Lord
when im down, u will cheer me up
why is it still hard for me to believe wholeheartedly
that u are there..
despite the signs u've given me
and the miracles u've done
i pray that u will guide me into becoming a better catholic
so that i can fully understand...


Something Beautiful

If you put your arms around me
Could it change the way I feel
I guess I let myself believe
That the outside might just
Bleed it's way in
Maybe stir the sleeping past
Lying under glass
Waiting for the kiss
That breaks this awful spell
Pull me out...of this lonely cell


Close my eyes and hold my heart
Cover me and make me something
Change this something normal
Into something beautiful


What I get from my reflection
Isn't what I thought I'd see
Give me reason to believe
Never leave me incomplete
Will you untie this loss of mine
It so easily defines me
Do you see it on my face?
And all I can think about
Is how long
I've been waiting to feel you move me


Into something beautiful
Into something beautiful


And I'm still fighting for the
Word to break these chains
And I still pray when I look
In your eyes, you'll stare right
Back down into something beautiful


Into something beautiful
Into something beautiful
Into something beautiful
FroZenInTime posted on his blog at 7:01 PM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

todae was rather shag...
went for a 1hr SnW lecture[am] and end of with CATS class
my CATS teacher is from new jersey...how cool is that
first thing we did was speed dating....
and we were suppose to intro ourselves and sae some interesting bout ourself
i crapped with the BEST pickup line ever!! haha
it goes like this "an interesting fact is i am a guy"
muhahah so original sia no one thought about that :)
anyways after that i killed 2hrs waiting for gang to finish their CATS lessons and i crash SnW lecture[pm]... it was rather fun...
after that i 'stole' bky $2 note for fun....haha
then we went buy books...
AND FYI I AM NOT A NERD [gang dun call me a nerd if not U DIEEE!!!]
ended the dae rather slack....
finished a 4.4km slow jog
then i did my relay for 400m
and went home........
FroZenInTime posted on his blog at 7:15 AM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

couldnt slp properly .... tossed im my bed at ard 3 plus 4am.....
damn it sucs i feel like crap todae.....
i have this bad feeling something stupid might happen..and it did
shouldnt have opened my big mouth
regreted and hoped to be forgiven
i guess i was too much...
shouldnt have teased Yi Ping
really sry yi ping
should have known better
hmmmm...
lessons were super boring todae
the EALS teacher is seriously weird
todae was however interesting
assigned people jobs and got my GOOD friend shar to compile the class contact list haha thks alot ...
got some stuff need to do like researching on a PBL project....
hope my research wont go in vail...
its been a draggy and long day...
applied stats was interesting thks alot for the sweets MRS Tan!
i pray tat i can change for the better
recalling ....
God only help those who help themself
ill do my best cause trying is not good enough
although im a wreck
i change eventually.....
FroZenInTime posted on his blog at 4:32 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

wow todae was super fun ...
where shall i begin...
first the other kllalam guys and i went to play ultimate frisbie for 2 rounds before we were interrupted by the china gal and the kllalam gals ...[ my team was winning]
we played dog and bone using the red beach ball
we were split into 2 grps[obviously my grp was too good and we won hhaah]
the other grp had to FORFEIT HAHA
it was so comical
follow up was some games like volleyball , the 'frog' game [1 frog... jump into water ..drob ...] , aand the barbie ranking lol[amirul idea]...we played other games like sperm and egg[linna was made to run and she seemed so tired after that lol haha]..we also did the 'magnum'-ing [meng was quite good at it] and last but not the lease we formed kllalam "WHISTLE" squad .....[victims were too many too count] haha we had dinner at the rooftop of vivo...it was rather nice evening with the sky lit with stars....after dinner we crapped with each other and went home by mrt ......[i will upload the picts after i get it from linna]
FroZenInTime posted on his blog at 12:42 AM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

just came bak from sports camp...
it totally rock man....
the gls nd cgl were sooo much fun
without them i tink our grp would be damn sian
learnt alot from the camp
how to cheer united with the grp although we barely noe each other
anyways it was definetly memorable for me :)
next camp coming up is camp piak
hopefully it be as good , if not betta ......
FroZenInTime posted on his blog at 11:11 PM

when i reached ngee ann on the first day of sports camp i thought it was gonna be just another camp..
how wrong am i to think that way

the first day was filled with activitys and icebreakers...

although the food wasnt that great but the people i met there were great
this was THE best camp ever
the whole grp were so enthu and nver fail to cheer and counter cheer other grps
the leaders made a whole lot of difference in the camp tooo
they were sooo enthu and cheerful
the highlight was about not losing the tribal flag thru out the 4 daes
the second dae was even more fun than the first day
now to the third day...
campfire rocks!!!

that was the night when sinee went wild sia
CLUBBER GAL WAHAHA
it was a whole lot of fun

these are some picts that will forever be and will be the best moments of the camp


say 'cheese'!!



how to stone in front of the camera with ice cream


ice cream fun!!



during dinner we hyped up and took some picts


FroZenInTime posted on his blog at 12:12 AM