Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Jesse McCartney -just so u would know
I shouldnt love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move
I cant look away
I shouldnt love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move
I cant look away
And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop
Chorus:
Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I cant help it
I wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should know
Ive tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want toI just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
Its getting hard to be around you
Theres so much I cant say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And Im wondering why Ive waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
Im waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]... I guess i feel this everyday every since i knew you
somehow this song relates to how im feelin' now haha
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8:52 PM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
It was a really enjoyable night at the CJC . What started out as the moody and depressed 'me' became a happy new 'me' . i guess this is what i is meant by praising God can really change a person. when i got to cjc , i bumped into michelle from sfx and she asked me to join her and her friends for the youth rally[how nice of her] . we sang with our hearts , enjoying every little bit of it and just coming together to praise God. There was 1 part when the MC asked us to put our hand on the person shoulder followed by the hand on the head next to us and repeat after him [prayer] it was kinda funny cause michelle's hand was super cold... hahha anyways i might consider joining cornerstone [SFX] haha but dont worry ill still attend F.U.E.L meetings...... after the praise and worship , followed joanne and rachel back to bishan......
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11:59 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
from left >> clement aka nugget >> cedric >> lek wee aka lekky>> me >> audrey aka oddy >> natasha aka nutty
it was so nice seeing each other after sooo long [about 4 years] too bad most of them couldnt make it haha anyways hope the next gathering would be much better
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7:13 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
today was my last day of work although i was having mixed feelings as many thoughts flooded my tiny little brain of mine.After work i called lester and decided to pay my scout troop a visit.As usual it was chaotic and the sec 4s were pissed off with the teacher-in-charge.i felt that the teacher-in-charge is corrupting the minds of the scouts ... i mean in my 4 years in scouts ive never heard of such an outrageous request to hire people to carry our scout stuff to the competition next week.this is seriously WRONG in every sense in every perspective u can ever imagine.if the previous leaders were here they would not even consider this option ,lesser more the graduated 06 LEADERS OF TRIACE ...by giving them the option ,the teacher-in-charge is seriously pampering them like a prince ...it pains me to see the scout troop becoming worst in this way and i strongly feel that a certain amount of getting things straight with the teacher-in-charge should be implemented ..its such a sad thing that as graduates 06 from sec sch scouts we cant really change his thinking but hopefully the scout troop will still be able to survive the politics running in the scout troop and not breakdown....anyways after that i decided to go to thomson plaza to cash my check juz to find it closed..but i was super lucky and met xavier at tp ..from there i decided to eat dinner with him haha...met with rach and joanne at tp and ate at BK ...then my mom called to ask mi buy orange juice and i went ntuc to buy it ...rach accidentaly left her purse at the drinks area and we went back to find it but to no avail..then we went to the info counter to enquire about it and managed to retrieve it..blest the lord! haha anyways we met with joel and andrew at prata house and talked haha.. after that we bumped into kevin and isabelle who juz came back from njc talent time..they were supposedly trying their luck in finding church people at prata house[lucky them!] after that we all went home.. i decided to walk home...it was kind of nice walking in the dead of the night with the cold breeze brushing against your face , the quietness that can relax the mind and soon i was in deep thought ......
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5:59 PM